You’re in the suckhole. It’s okay. It’s okay to get upset with yourself, just use that as a stepping stone to get better!
Why mad?? It’s okay to be mad at yourself… Just turn it into something good & constructive and don’t beat yourself up!
Thanks for the support and comments. It’s just been a stressful week for me. Getting used to how things are done and where everything is in the new store is aggravating. I know where all the product is (worked there for 3 years!), but all of the paperwork and stuff is in completely different places from the other store. Not to mention the store is having its annual inventory in less than a month.
Having to work eight days straight really isn’t helping either, and having to deal with a commute that’s twice as long and with twice the traffic is hell. Also, since it’s retail, the customers are driving me nuts as well.
And so all this stuff is wreaking havoc on my eating choices. The stuff I posted on Monday… Well, I was doing fine until yesterday at lunchtime, then it just went downhill from there.
And I’m not so much mad at myself, I’m more frustrated/annoyed with everything that’s going on right now. Poor choice of words in my original post. This morning I was actually feeling a little better, but now I feel like I’m going to snap something in half because I’m so stressed/irritable. And I haven’t felt this stressed since around Christmas.
But on the bright side, tomorrow is my last day of my eight day stretch, and I’m off for three days in a row! And tomorrow is a brand new month, and that always helps for me.